House Season 5

I am so freakin excited to watch this! I'm going out to buy it right now and I'm going to spend all day watching it tomorrow! Yeah wahoo! Can't wait!

More movie reviews!

uhh... I really liked this movie. I mean, I really LOVED this movie. Zooey Dechanel is gorgeous. The story was funny, sad, and made me angry at times but all in all I loved it.

P.S. the soundtrack is amazing!!! It's a must have.

I thought I would cry but didn't. Well... ok I did just once but it was so good. Sad, yes, but so good. I mean who doesn't love to watch a love movie... other than boys.

This movie is just adorable. It made me want to eat, cook, and go to France. Meryl Streep is a genius.

I finally have peace.

After many weeks of wanting to talk with my bishop about my baby struggle I finally did so on Sunday. It's hard talking about something so sensitive with someone that I hardly know but he is there to talk to for comfort. I told him everything. Seriously I just let go of worrying about how dumb I looked crying my eyes out and told him my world. I'll be honest. For the last couple of months my faith and testimony have wavered. I have felt abandoned by my Heavenly Father for not giving me what is the true desire of my heart and never really realized that I wasn't trying to recieve my blessing. If that makes sense at all. My bishop really made me realize that sometimes Heavenly Father gives us trials we may not realize are there for our good. The question..."why do I deserve a baby?" came to mind. It sounds stupid but really I don't deserve a baby right now. What have a done that's good enough to recieve blessings? I have not attended the temple in who knows how long. I haven't read my scriptures regularly. I haven't taken my calling seriously. Why in the world would Heavenly Father give me a baby when I haven't tried hard enough to serve Him? So that's that. I have changed my attitude. I am going to try harder to be a better person. I need to no longer talk ill of anyone...that includes the dumb movie start that bug me that i don't even know. I need to be more honest with myself in how I feel. I need to work hard at my calling and take it seriously. I need to be a better, more supportive wife and friend. I need to be a good example to everyone around me, whether I know them or not. I am going to change!!!

'There's only one corner of the universe you can be certain of improving, and that's your own self' -Aldous Huxley

Shopping can be rough...

So I have successfully sold all of our bedroom furniture and got new furniture. It's so cute I can't even stand it. All that's left to do is make the headboard and buy pillows. Can I just say I have now been to 4 different stores and have not found one pillow that I like! What's a girl to do? Well of course look online. Guess what I found? NOTHING! I guess this means I'm out of luck. I think I'll have to make my own.

Oh Man...

I went to the grocery store to get one thing and one thing only... Shallots. I came out with a whole two bags full of stuff. I guess that's what I get for going to the store hungry.

I'm in a funk

I know it's crazy to already be like this but I'm in the mood to redo my bedroom. Yes I just bought a whole bedset not even 2 years ago but it's just not me anymore. You know how that is... I just need a change. I feel like every room in our house represents us perfectly except for my bedroom. It's blah!!! Really blah. So there a few ideas I love.
I love the colors. I want a white bed and mismatching nightstands and a cute dresser; tons of colorful pillows. Maybe a mix of all the styles?

My Movie Reviews Are In!

Most of you know that I love movies. I could watch them all day long. Mike and I seriously see at least one new movie a week. So here are my reviews for the movies we have seen.

Hilarious. Even thinking about this movie makes me laugh. If you do see, make sure you leave before the credits. Just trust me on this!!!

Oh Shia LeBouf. I just love him. Any movie he is in I must see. This one was awesome. Action packed fun. Although... I really hate Megan Fox. I think you can tell why in the above picture. The word slut comes to mind.

Disappointed. I thought this movie would be really funny, but it was just a little funny. More crude then anything.

I love the Harry Potter movies. It's sad though because Harry started out being really cute and now he's just getting... well... not so cute if you know what i mean. That Ron though, he's a handsome guy. You know how I feel about redheads. This movie was not the best one yet but it was close. I loved all the magic and the love stories too.

I have only two words about this movie. REALLY STUPID!

So there you have it. These are not all the movies we have seen but just about. All in all, I'm still hoooked. I must see more movies. My next is definitely Julie&Julia. Cooking, Meryl Streep, and a movie all in one. Slam Dunk!

I'm just a slacker...

Ok I'm really not.  I have just had so much going on lately.  With work, traveling, my church calling, speaking in church, working on the house, and of course still trying to get prego...I'm feeling a little overwhelmed.  So yes I'm a slacker when it comes to the blog but really there's nothing exciting going on in my life.  Oh except I'm on some new medication this month that includes 5 days of taking estrogen and I feel like I'm going through menopause.  I'm talking some serious hot flashes.  Oh yeah, they are just great.  Mom... now I understand your pain!!!

While I'm Gone

Some of you know that I'm visiting my sister right now in Seattle and I just so happened to start my you know what while I was here. My sister seems to think that no matter what Aunt Flo is always visiting me while I'm visiting my sister. Well, she might be pretty close on that note, but for some reason it got me to thinking, I've been visited by Aunt Flo every month for the past 8 YEARS! Say we spend $10.00 on a box of tampons or pads(I know that's a ridiculous number but try and get what I'm saying). Meaning over the past 8 years I have spend roughly $1,000.00 on these darn things we throw away (I realize I would never want to keep these things and i will never understand the people who feel ok with using the reusable hemp things...yuck)! What a rip off. Talk about a waist of money. Amen!!!

Oh the joys of gardening

My veggies are just growing so well. I'm so proud. I can't wait to eat them!